i had a rough night yesterday so i'm trying to concentrate on the positives today. one, errol. i love how he loves the cookies and brownies i make for him. two, my service learning project. we had 50 children show up for science club on thursday. it was a little out of control, but i was looking forward to getting to know some of the kids. i already have a favorite. her name is nataly, and she's amazing. however, i got an email today from my facilitator and her boss informed her that 50 kids is way too many and we have to have a drawing to see who gets to stay. so sad. i hope nataly gets her name drawn. three, and very surprising, was how exercising made me feel better yesterday. after my feelings of awfulness, i went to the src and actually felt better after i worked out. i never thought this would happen to me. i like playing sports but have pretty much consistently dreaded the idea of exercising for really no point but burning calories. yet, yesterday it really helped. yay.

off to mopac.