when i got off work tonight, i really wanted to run to four peaks for some delicious hummus and pita bread. i called ian, but he didn't answer. then i thought, "who else can i call?" thinking, thinking, thinking... i used to feel like i had too many friends and felt stressed to maintain the relationships. now it seems that most of those friendships have faded into acquaintances. it seems i have become a friendless loser with a lot of j.crew clothes.