we volunteered at an elementary school carnival tonight, and it was amazing how well-behaved the kids were. i don't know if it was because they are rich or just really happy to be bouncing around in a large giraffe. it was very unreal--in a good way. the only downside of it all was dealing with adults/peers after the event. when will those type of people stop being peers? and why does growing up change people for the worse everytime?

finding neverland was beautiful. i loved everything about it. i loved the conversation i had with ab on the way to the theater and very much enjoyed how easy it is to snuggle in camelview's seats. it really made me want to return to europe. so did the prague convo with buttless today. i wish it weren't so far and money was not an issue. i can't wait to go with you someday, errol. i feel selfish that i want to be with you when you discover its magic for the first time. maybe you should go w/o me this summer and reclaim your "good son" title.

alas, tonight was full of moments that reinforced how right everything is with you.